Miyerkules, Agosto 29, 2012

Chances


We all have those experiences in our life that we will never forget, experience that leaved a mark and special spot in our life. When we love someone, we made them our world. You wake up each day with a smile on your face. Everything seems to be perfect.

But at some point, the perfect world you’re feeling turns into an imperfect one. They say, it’s better to be perfectly imperfect rather than being perfect but full of pretensions. Parted ways because of reasons. Reasons.. accept it. We may be blind and convinced ourselves that what’s happening is just a dream. But life is not a fairy tale. Life is not perfect. And sometimes, our life doesn’t happen the way we planned and the way we want it to be.

We all came from different walks of life. Different people come and go. People who gave certain joy that no one can ever give, and the happiness that you could never imagine without that special person. At some point there might come a time that you both need a space. But it doesn’t mean that you don’t love each other. Maybe, the space will help you to understand and realize your worth in each other’s life. When the right time comes and both parties are ready, then give each other a chance.



Chances.. If you really love the person, then give him a chance. A chance to start again and a chance for a new beginning. There’s nothing wrong in taking a risk. Why would you deprive yourself in loving the person that you want to spend the rest of your life? And besides, the happiness he’s giving you gives life to your world. The happiness is very genuine. We all have reasons to smile in times of problems, reason to live for the person we love and reason to love to give life. Above all, God gives us a wonderful person, just enough to be happy and contented. Appreciate and celebrate life. Be a blessing to everyone.

Chance for happiness. Chance for life. Chance for love. Chance for each other.  Embrace the moment that you have each other and keep the faith that it’ll be forever. 

Biyernes, Agosto 17, 2012

Sapat lang..

Hanggang kailan ba dapat lumaban? At hanggang kailan ba dapat sumuko na? May mga bagay na mahirap panindigan, mahirap paniwalaan. Pwede ba yung sapat lang o kailan makukuntento sa sapat lang. Kaya mo bang sabihin sa taong pinapangarap mo na mahal mo siya? Magkakalakas ka ba ng loob na ipagtapat ang nararamdaman mo? Paano kung hindi mo binigyan ng pagkakataon ang sarili mo na ipahayag ang nararamdaman mo, yun pala mahal ka din niya? At paano kaya kung ayaw mo na talaga? Yun bang naramdaman mo lang na hindi ka na masaya pero wala kang lakas ng loob na sabihin. Iniisip mo siguro na may masasaktan, na makakasakit ka. Pero naisip mo din ba na mas mabuti na yung may masaktan dahil naging totoo lang kesa naman masaya pero kasinungalingan lang pala. Sayang ang panahon kung gagamitin natin sa wala lang, sa sama ng loob.

Sana ganito na lang, sana ganun na lang, sana okay lang ang lahat, sana okay lang siya at sana, okay kami. Yun bang tama ang lahat. Lahat ng iniisip ko at iniisip niya pareho. Kung ano ang nararamdaman ko, ganun din siya sa akin. Yung tipong magkatinginin lang kami alam na namin ang iniisip ng isa't isa. Yung MASAYA lang. Kahit na hindi kami magkasama at magkausap palagi, alam kong andyan lang siya. May matatakbuhan ako pag may problema ako, yung hahayaan lang nya na umiyak ako para ilabas ang nararamdaman kong sakit pag may problema. yung papakinggan lang ako sa lahat ng sama ng loob ko pagkatapos pipilitin niya na maging masaya na ako, papasayin nya ko. Kahit na magmuka siyang baliw mapatawa lang ako. Yung simpleng Mahal Kita, sapat na yun. Simple pero nararamdaman. 

May mga tanong na mahirap sagutin.. "WHAT IF?"
What if nagtanong ako?
What if ganito yung ginawa ko?
What if kami pa?
What if hindi ko na lang siya nakilala?
Sana masaya lang ang lahat. Sana SAPAT na yung SAPAT lang. Basta mahal niya ako, mahal ko din siya. Masaya kami dahil meron kaming isa't isa. Yung walang hiwalayan, walang ending, walang tapos na. 

Yung sana pagkatapos ng lahat, OKAY pa din kami. Okay lang ang lahat. Yung hanggang FOR-E-VER.

Miyerkules, Agosto 8, 2012

Clue.Hint.Unanswered Questions.Case is still open.

Surreal.  Like the weather, it's not stormy but not a good one. I woke up early, leave the house and go to work earlier than the usual.

Thinking of a good food to eat this cold weather but only had garden salad for lunch. I guess, I lost my appetite and don't feel like eating today. As I'm doing this blog, there's a background music playing (Adele and The Script's songs) and I'm also eating, took almost an hour to finished the salad. And I'm working too! Multi tasking.. I need to finished this blog first so that I can go back and focus on my work.

Strange feeling. I'm not okay, I'm not okay.. There you go again!
They say, life is full of surprises. And yes it is! What if there are questions that's running on your mind for quite some time now and out of nowhere after browsing and browsing and browsing on the net you found a hint. Just a hint. The questions are not really answered but at least I have an idea what's wrong and why it happened. Clueless no more. But it still leaves a hanging question, questions that can not be answered.

South Border said "There's a Rainbow Always After the Rain" and Mariah sings "I Can Make it Through the Rain", songs that's perfect at this point. Perfect for the weather. Weather talaga?! :) and Bruno Mars said "Today My Life Begins".

Back to work.. Focus now.. and no "Lazy Song" this time..
And it goes on.. and on.. and on.. and then one day.. Everything will be okay, in God's time.

Miyerkules, Agosto 1, 2012

cover: somewhere down the road

somewhere down the road

then, maybe one day..
if this is not the right time, i'll be waiting until the right time comes.